Radiohead - Creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I 'm a creep
I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She run, run, run run
Run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here. 

the best lyric yg mungkin saya katakan sangat mendescribekan kehidupan saya yg ingin selalu berusaha menjadi sempurna, 

"I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice"

 penggalan lyric yg jelas bahwa AKU INGIN MEMILIKI KESEMPURNAAN DAN INGIN MENDAPATKAN PERHATIAN  DARI ANDA TAK PERDULI YG AKU LAKUKAN ITU SANGAT MENYAKITKAN .

"look at me dear, i just try to be the best for you but maybe that's a wrong way" 

special for my special uraysaskiaamandarianty